Dreadddd
Saturday, June 14, 2014, 2:39 AM
Time check: 2.26am
Thanks to my very generous manager who treated us coffee today, the caffeine effect is currently acting on me now and I guess I'd still be v awake for quite some time!
So I'm just here to do some random writing which you may or may not understand ;p
Calendar check: it has been 199 days since the end of A'level
Can you believe it? 199 days have passed by just like that. Today is my "last day" of work at the hotel before my Europe 2-weeks trip tomorrow and I'm feeling really sad. I'm not too sure why but I'm kind of worried that by the time I come back to work, everything would be so much more distant and after so long when I'm finally getting to know people better, I'm going Mia for 2 weeks. And yknow what adds on to this sian-ness? By the time I come back it'll be July. Then following it will be NTU scholars camp, NBS FOC, Big-4 camp, hall camp all one after another. Even the thought of it kills me already. I honestly don't think I'll have the stamina to be high for 4 weeks straight. And in actual fact I'd rather work than facing the stress of knowing the need to socialize and know people through these camps. Because everyone will be trying so hard to know as many people as possible and it just doesn't sound like an environment I'd like..
Sigh all in all my sian-ness level is hitting the peak as I'm nearer to the departure for this trip. As much as I'm excited for the trip, I'm dreading what's coming at me after the 2 weeks. Camps then start of school. Life would be so much different from now.
Will life be better? Will I be happier?