倩；Life's drawing without an eraser

Only time tells the truth

Wednesday, May 28, 2014, 12:43 AM

Forever posting at such late hours omg.. Hahaha okay so I'm just back from my work at BH, washed up and lazing on my bed waiting for my hair to dry.

Had a rather good start to the day with my driving lesson at 11 in the morning! Hahaha didn't really expect to have a good time for lesson today because I kind of skipped lesson last week and I'm still getting stressed up when I drive on the road. Yeah so I brought the super sian attitude to drive. Kicked start the lesson by driving on the road as usual. Then we turned into a small road to practice 3 point turn which I am kind of still unfamiliar with. But am super happy because my instructor says that I'm getting better! (But he says that every lesson though LOLLLL) ok so after practicing a few times, he told me "OK NOW I TEACH YOU PARALLEL PARKING." My worst nightmare finally came!! And btw it's only my 5th lesson and I'm leaning parallel parking. Excited yet afraid at the same time. Spent like the next 15 mins practicing parallel parking and it's kind of fun I'd say! As long as I can park the car within 5 mins I wouldn't fail this section during TP! And instructor says I took less than a minute today so it should be fine ;))) *ego boost* HAHAHA but all that he taught for parallel parking I king of forgot alr though. Like I only retained 20% of what he said... driving requires memorizing too man. Hahaha! And while I was doing my parallel parking another instructor in front of my vehicle was telling me I'm damn lucky to have P as my instructor because he is really good and his passing rates are high! Said that he really damn power. HAHAHA OKAY I AGREE HE TEACH WELL but because he is so popular it's really hard to book schedules with him -.- But I like how he teach me everything so quickly. Like I went into the road and learned Uturn on my first lesson. Then learned to chge gear etc on second lesson. Then all the overtaking, changing lane, junction etc on the third lesson. Followed by 3 point then and parallel parking all by the 5th lesson. And one lesson is only 1hr mind you!! really power. And he asked me to book my TP date alr. I appreciate his confidence in me but I know I'll fail it if I book so soon. So yeah 慢慢来 :)

Fast forward all the way to 3pm when I started work at BH! Today's crowd is really good. Like not too slack nor busy in the afternoon. But whoops I got "lectured" by ladyboss for working so little :p like only 2 times a week. but it's not easy for me to juggle 2 jobs and social life all together too :/ but anw I still fulfilled the 12hrs requirement so oh well! She got my point. and she told me to try to work at least 1 weekend night for each week. Not too bad I guess, if that means I can work just 2 days a week :) Anw I'm not gonna go into details for work because nth interesting happened~

To sum up the day, I would like to just express that I really detest it when the first thing people do when things happen or when problem arises is to push th blame. It really disgusts me I swear. I mean like firstly, shirking responsibility and pushing the blame DOES NOT solve or improve the situation at all. Instead, it makes thing worse because you just ruin others' mood. And secondly, it's telling of your character. Fine, it may not be your fault but being in a hurry to prove your innocence and defending yourself at the first instance a problem crops up is just.. LOL, unbearable. but anw I guess I'm kind of used to such shit since young so doesn't amaze me such people exists (actually many people are like that). Many times I tell myself that there's really no point being too kind because sometimes you get put down for something you didn't do wrong and the real culprit might not even stand up for you. Although I've always been through such bullshit situations, although many times I've told myself to learn to defend for myself, I can't help but still remain the same because I don't want to become the kind of person I detest. I don't want to become the kind of person who is so self -centred unconsciously. I don't want to be the kind of person to blame others when things happen. Fine, I can learn to defend myself by claiming that you didn't do it. But why the need to point the fingers at others? Whether or not it's their fault. I just hate people who only think of themselves and are so narrow minded such that they ignore the whole big picture and purely want to claim their innocence instead of trying to calm everybody and solve the problem.

Oh well enough of ranting. Another long day for me tomorrow! Hopefully a good day at work awaiting me! ^^