push on.
Friday, July 06, 2012, 4:41 PM

This girl inspires to be a cardiologist in future.
I asked her why
and she said "My brother has a hole in his heart. He was born with that. There's only 1 cardiologist in the whole of Maldives who can cure such illnesses. I want to be a cardiologist in Maldives too. I want to cure my brother and many other people" She smiled :)
She continued"I scored 97/100 for a recent bio test :)"
i felt so touched and inspired by her man.
I see the qualities and motivation in her which i know will definitely bring her to her goal someday.
I've gotta learn from her seriously.
Has been lazing around since CTs are over.
Holiday mode ONNNN.
& guess what, teachers are all saying "time to prepare for your promos!"
"not much time left! minus public holidays, minus this minus that etc..."
"Promo 60%!"
For goodness sake, Cts aren't even over for a week and sch's back with all the stress and bullshit. maybe all schools are like that idk.
but i hate it! ):
i'm was enjoying my life until recently, reality came crashing down on me like before.
Ymca project, PW, tests, tutorials, CCAs, CIPs, friends....
the thought of juggling all these just stresses me out.
projects after projects. weekends like siao, so many things to do.
i feel like i'm crashing down soon.
like that few days before i left for maldives.
like an emo bitch going crying at every single thing.
i forbid myself to do so.
i've to be stronger than last term.
i need to hold on a little longer.
no doubt i'll return to that haggard and shag state in no time but at least, i gotta hang in there longer. i need to learn to be stronger. i need to know how to handle stress. i need to learn how to make myself immune to others' cold treatment. i need to learn how to put down the past and move on.
Challenges are what makes life interesting,
Overcoming them is what makes life meaningful.
加油吧!
:)
Lets see when's the next time i come back as that emo bitch and bitch about my life again.
i hope its never... :/