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Tuesday, April 17, 2012, 8:33 PM

Sigh. Life has been real bad. From bad to worse. Except for those good times during orientation. HONEYMOON PERIOD OVER. ):

I have a new class, but i'm certainly not adapting well. My class is probably the most sian class among all. i even cried on bus the first day i was allocated my class. i thought, that things would get better after being with the class for a period of time. But goddamnit, i was freaking wrong.

Ever had the kind of feeling when you're with this bunch of friends and you can joke around, laugh with them but.. Yoou just cant be yourself? Superficial friends. and yes. my closest friends in my class currently are like that. What's the month now? April. Other classes are either having mad fun or alr had 5 class outings and my class is still like a cui. The people there are nice, but i just just just cant feel comfortable or rather, belonged. fuck this, is this karma?

ohwell. yesterday was chem test. screwed it. SCREWED IT. all i can hope for is a pass. didn't complete the paper and made silly mistakes. maths also like a suck only. i really really cant understand maths nowadays. not even the concept. *claps for myself* econs worse. PW? forget about it.
#1- Academic

im really sad to confess, that i cant seem to find any pillars of support in NJ. really. even friends from cchy, everyone seems to be drifting. Please dont. cause they are really my only source of support now. no jingyi, no queenie, no lisa, no gang, no 4h and every of my good friend, i can't imagine the life and mental turmoil that's going to set in. There's not a single person i can cry in front of. if i do, something is probably serious. when things go beyond words. dont ask me why. i just need a hug. i just need some support to spur me on, throughout the gruelling two years.
#2- Life

its APRIL and i have yet to have a single tennis training. my one and only cca and its RECREATIONAL. Not in national team, no leadership position to even talk abt. No Student Council. No HA. Nothing. Portfolio? Clean and white.
#3- Portfolio

#4- Parents yelling at me.

#5- Cough has been persisting for days. So annoying seriously.


Life is going on a down slope, steeper than ever.

All the best.