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To hell with cockroaches x.x

Saturday, May 07, 2011, 6:26 PM

does anyone know how does the round puzzle work?
I think it's quite amusing :D

Today's GENERAL ELECTION'11 !
i think all the parties are now having butterflies in their stomach and some probably at some temple praying for votes. Cause i dont think they have much to do for the day since there isn't any rally or whatever till they assemble and wait for the voting results later tonight. & yes, im going to stay up and witness the voting results ;D I know my parents are going to stay up too, esp dad :D He woke up in wee hours today and went to help out at the election booth. I think it's quite cool eh, witnessing everybody putting that magical paper into the box, knowing that every single paper makes a significant difference :)

OH YES. i had a v v v v v terrible night yesterday. i woke up umpteen times in that few hours of my sleep because of the night mares i were having.

nightmares about cockroaches.
(i took great courage to search for this photo._.)

& each time i wake up and go back to sleep, the cockroach that i dream of becomes bigger.
i can vividly remember that the cockroaches FLY. yes, like the one that i saw in canteen yst.
too gross for me to forget. i was eating my food at that moment for goodness sake, and freaking long feelers it has.

I dreamed that i was having intense battles with the cockroaches. each time i go back to sleep, it'll be a different battle ground. i try to shun and dodge from the flying cockroach. the biggest one that i dreamed of is as big as a pencil case. okay, i wasn't actually dodging but was hiding behind the walls. idk why i didn't have a pesticide with me though. the imposing cockroach was a flying one.

as i lay consciously one my bed, it again struck me that i once slept with a cockroach. -.- yes, a cockroach that was crawling all over me when i was sleeping. at that time, i initially thought it was just a stupid ant that's on my bed. the itchiness was all over me that i was turning and tossing on my bed so vigorously.

& at one instant, as i was facing sideways (like above) just before i close my eyes,
i saw a gigantic 'ant' crawling over my hand in front of me.

yes, my heart literally did skipped a beat and the next moment, i jumped out of my bed.
it was a terrible trauma.

Now, you know why im so afraid of cockroaches.
it's not any normal typical encounter.

just to add a on, for 2 consecutive nights recently, i woke up in the middle of the night and went to the toilet. you probably wouldn't see this at your house but as i went to the toilet, i first saw one cockroach roaming inside. YES A BIG ONE OMG. then, i realized that it wasn't alone. i browsed through the toilet and realized there are like 3 OF THEM. i banged the toilet door shut and went to my mother's room toilet. i really really felt like bursting into tears when i saw another 2 cockroaches roaming in my mum's room toilet. Again, i banged the door shut and went back to sleep. i decided not to pee. -.-

disgusting right. -.- the next morning i woke up and the two toilets became perfectly normal. no traces of cockroaches. i think they're v smart. idk where they hide but i swear i wasn't sleep walking that day. i saw them. ._.

OKAY, i should talk about cockroaches anymore.
cause if i think too much about it, my brain neurons are probably going to cross like crazy tonight and there goes my sleep.

Tomorrow's Swimming. :D
i hope i wont doze off in the swimming pool. D:

on a side note,
PAP FTW ! ♥