倩；Life's drawing without an eraser

Live Life

Monday, February 21, 2011, 7:03 PM

^BY GUAN HOE. he's just.. bored during lessons. he's currently into the craze of making paper roses. LOL.

Ayeee, to start of with, after calming myself down with some face booking and blog hopping, i got myself into that little bit of mood to post :) Just a random thought as i browse through many blogs or even fb statuses.

everyone seems to be cursing about their lives, their miseries, their stress, their problems their emotions. well, im like that too. LOL. but i just think that we shouldn't at all feel that our life's truly screwed or start cursing out lives, start FML-ing, feel like dying, great depression or even self abuse. Its just being unfair to your parents that you're already so fucked up with your life when you're just merely a 16. Life can be soo damn stress, homework, friends, bf/gf, studies, goals etc, but that's just a taste of life and it actually hasn't really started yet till you experience worse in future. Seriously, i dont mean its wrong to grunt about your life but just do it too over that you start to bring yourself down into a deeper depression. Its the mindset, dont belittle yourself, you can handle it. Dont say you cant, because you can, and you have to. Dont curse your life because in somewhere around the world, there are people just worrying for their 3 meals and yet they still live on, well. maybe you could say that well, cause they grow up in that environment, so they'll get used to it. Would you ever get used to misery or poverty ? or maybe, on a smaller scale, can you even just get used to the little depression you're having now ? if yes, good, at least you're strong enough to accept the life you have. if you dont, then try changing your mindset that always keep you thinking your life sucks. aye come on, life's short. and if you've just been fucking your life for 16 years already, i guess you'll just continue f-ing it till your life ends.

Its a vicious cycle. STOP FML-ING cause trust me, your life couldn't get anywhere worse. You still have greater things to bear on your shoulders. Unhappy and stressed with just these little things ? You just gotta be stronger.

no im not lecturing, cause whichever you belong to, its okay. Its all part of learning. and its just a matter of how you want to learn. :)

on a side note, we should be enjoying our secondary school lives, mixed with tears and joys, and not getting yourself wholly into the constantly emo state. Cherish now, before its gone in future and all you can do is reminisce, feeling that life was so much better in secondary school and thinking 'why the hell was i always FML-ing ? those were the best times.'

STOP F-ING YOUR LIFE. THINK HAPPY, AND YOU'LL BE HAPPY.

CHERISH NOW.

time check: 7.52pm

im hungry :/

Something i'll always see on my pencil case when i'm bored. & the flashes of mountains come into my mind every time ;D

Never Ending Peace And Love.

TODAY. spells boring.

i can only remember myself doing corrections one after another.

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and all the time, i was admiring my green pen !♥

Me: XT, Are you motivated for Olvl already ?

XT: Huh? we this year sit for Olvl ah ?

LOL. i am Not motivated for Olvl. Not even common test that's coming in like one week ?

Somehow, this mentality is stucked in my head.

i can fail the whole year exam, fail my ct, fail my prelims, cause all these grades wont account for my Olvl and all i've got to do is mug hard and ace my O.

Tests, are just assignments that help me get my thoughts back on track, results are nothing.

LOL. whatever my mentality is, i hope my mind and brain gets motivated soon ):

._______. and i dont feel the motivation anywhere close ! :/

用功的女人最漂亮

& i've got some here :P

YIU XIN TING

doing her Chinese Compo :D

it's funny when she grumbles about chinese. haha !

JIAYOU XT !!!

FIONA FAN PUI YEE

LOL. hmm. she's reading Tuesdays with Morrie.

I always turn around and glance at here,

cause she's just damn pretty! HAHAHA !

no fiona, im not a les. LOL.

This girl, i think she's probably too bored or thirsty .__.

LISA CHEN WEN SHI

she's molesting Byo's green tea bottle.

that v special bottle that she bought from suntec. LOL

lisa, you shook the bottle after that right ? LOLL.

Finally, a post done.

LOLOLOL, off to my Secret Garden ! ♥

The game's not over, till its over.

Accept it, not bear with it.