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looking back..

Monday, February 07, 2011, 4:06 PM

HUAT AHHHH !!!!! :D

ah well. was lying on bed yst feeling damn reluctant to face the fact that school starts today. damnnn, but it still came, right in my face with many tests coming straight up. i guess and i hope that i'll study for them x)

Just came back from school. A tiring day that has yet to end. Still a CNY dinner to go! :D haha ~ School hasn't been quite taxing today. Ms Ngo went for her operation. Really hopes that she'll get her knees recovered real soon and come back to our class. I love the way she doesn't scold people when we dont listen to her lessons (L) she's awesome. hahaha! but ok lah, i sill got do her work x) Got back amaths tests. Differentiation test was a pathetic 12/30. Proficiency test was also a sad case because i lose 1 silly mark for it and ruined my first ever perfect score. Chem and Amaths are really disastrous, but its okay, chem's tuition's starting tmr (Y) ! not sure if it really would help, but it's an attempt to improve my chem at least :)

Came home with an aim in mind.

To chiong blog posts which i've missed out for many days.

seems like reading blogs is my addiction huh? you bet.

reading posts is fun, knowing how others are doing and feeling.

yet reading others' blog posts are just like being psychologists

i get to know of others' happiness, others' feelings or even others' troubles,

and yet feeling helpless because i dont know how to help even though i know how worse they can be feeling. In fact, cheering others up is like a mission impossible for me. my detecting system sucks and all that i want to say would just sum up to a simple 'Cheer up!' even though i've much to say. Ironic. But its okay, i'll learn through experience :)

I belive i'll be able to express well one day.

Reading blogs after blogs.

actually, knowing too much isn't that good too.

Like i saw on facebook, one says that being a psychologist, knowing too much isn't too good.

yeahh.. but me myself made the choice to read. so i bear the pain even i got to know something that really really hurts me. i guess sometimes you guys do too, knowing something you wouldn't want to know and making you reminisce the sad past.

LOL. but well, facts are facts, reality is reality. Face it.

Escaping helps but not for long.

We can't control how others think,

but we can control how we want to take things in our own strides.

WE SHALL BE STRONG ! ♥ :DDDDDDDD

sorry that it happened, but sorry doesn't turn back time