^guess i wrote it long agooooo...
found in grdma hse's cupboard x)
this place has been cold for quite some time yea ! LOL.
Hmm, i guess most of you know what i've been up to recently. Its non other than S1OC ! :)
HAHAHA. ok i really really wanted to post about the Nepal Trip. BUT, i need my reflection book back so that i can post my actual feelings on those days. hmm actually even after i take back, dont even know got the time and energy to transfer details from there to here anot ._. or nxt time i may just do an overall thingy x) I JUST WANT TO HAVE SOME TRACES OF NEPAL TRIP IN THIS BLOG ._____. LOL. that's my aim :) Nepal is sucha big event in my life (at least till now), how can it not be here ! hahaha. Readers come and leave, its only me that will always hang around here and read through whatever ive written many years ago. so im really taking this as a v personal diary (occasional diary) and shan't care too much about my language :P LOL. thats the main point, it takes me effort to make sure i type in proper sentences -.- v sian and makes me dont feel like typing at all in the end LOL
S1OC !
have been busy planning S1OC with Core Group (smitz, lisa, sean and kaicheng) and also the Committee. Busy people can be happy too ! as long as we enjoy our job and enjoy the process ! Im really starting to treasure the times a lot a lot. i rather have a lot a lot of s1oc work to do. Its the last thing that we can plan, before the boring Olvl life starts ): really disheartening to think abt it -.- though for the past weeks, i've been feeling v pressurised and feel like im trapped somewhere. Mood was totally haywire and my heart really really feels heavy. for the first time, i can say that i have a heavy heart x) Nice experience HAHAHAH. i detest those times, feel like i want to be hyper but cant -.-! can only look moody and sleepy. haiz. but whatever, i think im now very alright :) except the fact that homework is still.. erh... undone. :) will just TAKE IT SLOW. i know, not much time left, but i will think of a way. NOT some 'illegal' way though LOL
OH OK, now, about today :) shalll start my typical post now :)
Today, is a day that i would say i get my feelings of childhood back in me. Its just like a journey down my childhood days again. It was heartening, yet, disheartening at the same time. Everything changed so much . ):
Went morning breakfast with mum before she goes to work. (i used to do that EVERYDAY during my holidays), then when i decided to go home, i suddenly had that idea of going up to grdma's hse to visit her. (i always stay at her house the whole day after school when i was in pri. school). & she keep saying that i've grown up and like forgot her in the past years when i didn't go there as often. really sad, sometimes after school i really thought of going there, but my fatique overcame me and i decided to head home which is just a few steps away. morever, i always leave school in the evening ._. as i went up, i realized that the doors are closed and i knew that grdma must have gone to khatib centre. so i immediately went do khatib centre to find her (she always needed to buy things where i've to help her read the eng words, and help her carry things), and managed to find her. Her reaction was shocked and said "You going to khatib centre ah?" LOL quite sad lah. then i told her that i was actually there to find her. she shocked. i think it has been ages ever since i do that. the next time, i want to accompany her TO and FRO the market again :) She said that she couldn't buy as much things as before as she's getting on years and has difficulty carry too much things, walking the distance and climbing the stairs. Since today i were there, she bought more than usual, those oil etc.. And those uncles actually recognized me and were commenting how tall i've grown. THAT KIND OF FEELING, it's been long time i had it :/ then grdma will start to laugh it off with the uncles HAHAHAH !
back to grdma hse. then chatted with grdma, watched Taiwan shows, cook instant noodles and i slept. LOL. initial plan was to go back home to do work at 1 or 2. but in the end, i stayed till 7 plus. Awesome, it was exactly like i used to stay in her house. ;) though everyday can be a boring day, nothing much to do in the house, but just being in the same house w Grdma and Uncle, its just all that matters x) ok lah, last time still got play toys. .___. then today just nice my phone batt flat. so im just fated to enjoy the day of boringness at my grdma hse. and interact with them as much as i can in a day. :)
I guess i wouldn't have much time to go there again when school starts ): esp sec 4 olvl. haiz. really, after olvl, i dont wish for many outings or whatever, just hope that mornings are free and i can accompany my grdma to market, give her a big shopping spree, help her carry many many things and go back home, sit down watch tv x)
really wonderful. if cousins are there, then it would be perfect. cousins whom i used to play with in childhood x) ahh, really, 很怀念 those times ~
HAHAHAHAHA.
i shall end it off here.
At lease before 2010 ends, i did something really meaningful <3
