Painstaking -
Thursday, June 03, 2010, 3:35 PM
HELLO ! :D
Playing mahjong @ grdma hse now. Haha, felt quite great having the holiday-nonstop-mahjong mood LOL. & the relieved thing is that I did won some rounds ;D had $13 worth of chips in d end, lol, still got loss luh x.x
Today is a v sian day, other than mahjonging, I did nth else but eat & sleep. Feeling so damn useless again. HAHAHA! Tmr whole day dance prac. Super not lookin forward to it lah, hadn't been feeling well since yst's dance prac. I even feel headache d moment I stand up. ._. Stupiddd ):
I think i've decided to "quit & free myself to a better life " over the " stay calm and carry on" LOL. But the thing now is facing zy... I feel so guilty & idk if he will allow me to quit D:
somehow I'm afraid to see him tmr x.x
no matter how painful your decision is, as long as you can sleep well, your decision is right.