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the cruelity of reality, i finally had a genuine taste of it.
Friday, April 09, 2010, 8:41 PM

everything seems to be going the wrong way. nothing seems right.
everything is going the wrong path. it is not the path i wanted things to go, i just needed time and it went screwed. i lost it.

just woke up from a 4 hours nap. yea i know its v. long... i dreamed about good things that i wonder it would ever happen, yet in reality, i was receiving bad news smses on my phone that disrupted my sleep. i was astonished but i still fell alseep soon, i had a great dream again, and again, smses disrupted me again, bad news and bad tones. for the first time, im feeling so lost that i dont know how and what i should do to put things back into the right track. i dont want the same things to happen again. or maybe, i should get used to the taste of losing something. its the first time i feel i lost something really carelessly with all of my fault, but i know the future life ahead has more than this awaiting to challenge me, i mustn't just be defeated like this.

now i really know the taste of losing something. it just sucks so much.
i will take this as an experience and promise not feel so bad the next time if such things happen.
i should really learn to give up, because it would be more painful to lose it.
i couldn't get to sleep anymore so i came here.
my mind's like a tornado, earthquake, tsunami happening all at the same time.
what a wonderful time im having in my life.

haha.

i think i am too greedy. i have always cherished and grabbed every opportunity that came to me. now that i finally lost one, with seriously due to my great faults, i had a great fall in my life, maybe others have already experienced it million times of it and maybe immune to it. i shouldn't blame life, its a lesson learned. i gotta take things easy, losing something is always part of life. i learned it the hard way, but i know hope this experience can really help get me further in life.

everything will be fine, cheers! (:

1. do not be so hesitant in things next time, make a decision and dont regret.
2. learn to give up, i cannot have everything, somethings are just not meant to be mine.
3. take failures as a lesson learned, dont feel demoralised instead.

i just hope for a very peaceful day, thats enough for me, seriously (: