why can't i ?
Saturday, February 27, 2010, 11:36 PM
hello (:
survived another dance lesson ! (: yea, it was a really stressful one... i never felt so stress dancing before.. LOL. i wonder it's me giving myself pressure ... whenever i see zhongyi is looking at me when im dancing, i will always get nervous. then forget the dance steps.. lol. even mentioning his name is stressful enough for me. but i feel v. bad to him coz i feel that im wasting his time, i can't dance up to his expectation... really cmi.. like he mentioned... the test coming up is just another proof that i really cannot make it.. i always feel stressful during his lesson and depressed after his lesson. haiz. i dont want to get defeated so easily.. yet i couldn't find a reason for myself to hang on till the end.. others can enjoy and dance so well and i couldn't..
im out of words to describe this feeling anymore ._.
why others can, and why can't i ?